So the beginning of my dream everything was like how it was in real life. Happy and go-lucky. Anthony then talks to his cousin Zach and decides he is going to move down to Fl for a semester to finish school. It was a really sudden quick decision and I got really upset, and Anthony did not really seem to mind. He said that we were going to keep dating and make it work and that he would come visit for valentines and my birthday, but as the time went on he seemed to care less and less. On the day that he left, he barely said good-bye. When he got down there, he didn't answer my messages or calls. I then was able to view a note that he wrote that either was sent over the internet or what, but it was on sketch paper in black ink. It said:
" I'm bored and at work. I'm not really going to use my iphone while in FL. Except I love Amanda's voice. (Then an email was written, I dont remember it) So I will talk to her. Still bored"
I then was really hurt, and he was coming home for the weekend and I texted him to see if I could see him but did not hear from him.
While all this was happening I had to babysit for an asian family. They were not clear on what times they needed me. They gave a me a list of things and drawings on looseleaf. They listed food, and belief systems. They gave me money for salad as well. Then I had to go pick up the family I babysit for in real life but I had to park really far away and forgot the car seats and my mom was in the car driving. We started screaming at each other and then she started crying because she was stressed.
There was another part in the dream where I dont know when it happened but Joe my ex walked into my house, and me, mom and Anthony were sitting at the table. He walked in with saying " I'm sorry" and saying other things without ever looking at us. Mom and me then talked about how weird it was and Anthony defended him.
*I ate chocolate and peanut butter before bed*
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